Eventual.

[xunpredictablel]

|Title| Eventual.
|Rating| PG13


can i rid myself of you ?
moving you away and screaming out your name?
i push you down and look away as you bleed.

i want you gone,
she screamed - as she danced on the clouds that were fading.
the stars were still gleaming, but she was falling.

i've always hated your stupid long hair,
she screams as she takes a razor blade to her locks.
beautiful, blonde, goodbye -

i need to forget you.
she whimpers as night closes in around her,
suffocating in her room.

i need to forget who i was with you.
she groans as the knife presses against her hips,
her lips - but he, he...

i want him here.
she sighs, her eyes looking up to the ceiling as
she chokes on words she's said.

i want his hugs.
she grins as she sees him walking towards her.
his arms opening generously.
as she falls, falls so deep inside him so he can keep her warm.

i want his lipss..
she moans as he presses them against her - her eyes
pressed close, a tear falls down. can she forget
how you would love her?

i want you gone.
she cries bitter tears as she watches you float away ,
your back to her, as always.

i'm not scared anymore.
she cries hollowed tears for what you were ,
for everything you could have been.

i don't want you anymore.
she feels this pressure on her throat ,
suffocation even when you're gone.

i never wanted you .
she rips apart all your photographs and notebooks , unafraid
to have you gone. realizing , finally , the relief of letting
go .