Post by shiina on Feb 21, 2011 18:38:09 GMT -5
Pain is pain,
However it is embraced.
I am so comforted by the things you have said, though.
Like when you called me names,
And said I was helpless.
I am so glad that I can count on you
To not be around as I fall apart,
When you were the one who undid me.
I am honored that you would take the time
To tell me how childish and worthless I am.
Thank you for correcting me,
Back when I was convinced you cared,
And convinced I was beautiful,
And convinced I was worth being loved.
How daft I was,
I believe I ever had the right or reason
To mourn my grandmothers death.
She’s in Hell anyway, it seems.
My freedom is an illusion,
You showed me I belong in a cage.
So show me to my cell,
And I will follow you to the ends of the Earth.
Just as long as you continue to believe
That I am too stupid to push you off the edge.
However it is embraced.
I am so comforted by the things you have said, though.
Like when you called me names,
And said I was helpless.
I am so glad that I can count on you
To not be around as I fall apart,
When you were the one who undid me.
I am honored that you would take the time
To tell me how childish and worthless I am.
Thank you for correcting me,
Back when I was convinced you cared,
And convinced I was beautiful,
And convinced I was worth being loved.
How daft I was,
I believe I ever had the right or reason
To mourn my grandmothers death.
She’s in Hell anyway, it seems.
My freedom is an illusion,
You showed me I belong in a cage.
So show me to my cell,
And I will follow you to the ends of the Earth.
Just as long as you continue to believe
That I am too stupid to push you off the edge.