A Few Broken Promises

[Chippy]

The tears feel cold
As they run down my face.
They feel good
As they roll down my hot skin.

I can feel your worry,
As I wish it would stop.
I feel your pain,
As I wish you would not.

I start to cry harder,
As I break another promise.
Relief and guilt rush me,
As the blood runs out.

The cut runs deep,
Deeper than you think.
As I cry out in pain, and guilt,
As well as anguish and fear.

Again I have failed you,
Again I cry.
Again you stand by me,
As again I try.

Once again I can feel your spirit,
Once again I dont know why.
Still, I can feel your pain,
Still, I want it to leave you.

You are my brother,
My lover, my friend.
You are the reason,
I hold on till the end.

I thank you again,
For being my friend.
And ask you to be patient,
As I continue to try.