Just a Smile

[shiina]

I don’t know what I did, I don’t know what to do.
I can’t comprehend why I deserve to be treated this way.
You walk by me without a glance,
You watch me cry without a care,
You make me cry with no regrets;
No guilt, no second thoughts, no apology;
Just a smile.
Then you call me a crybaby, when you’re the only one
Who acts immature, taunting and teasing like a child.
One second you’re flirting, the next you’re fighting,
And I don’t know which face to believe.
One second you’re smiling, the next you’re scowling.
Sometimes it’s enough to want to end it all.
Yet sometimes it’s the reason I don’t end it all,
Because sometimes the pain reminds me
Of all the joys I’ve felt and all the joys I will feel.